Monday, January 26, 2009

Hoping for Brighter Days

I'm not really sure what I want to post tonight. No kids this week, so have some computer time to myself. I've ranted enough to everyone I know about the most recent trouble with Brian's ex. Just more of her greed and selfishness. I wish she would wake up and realize how much she is hurting the kids more than she is trying to accuse us of. I think she is just an unhappy person and is jealous of what Brian and I have together and is afraid that her kids might actually be happy here too. And, it wouldn't bother me if the kids were happy at her house too. Like I told mom it is so hard not to resent her kids when she acts this way. And that makes me stressed more than I need to be.

There are no games this week. KJ has just the one left next week. I took Friday off. We are going to visit friends for the weekend. We haven't had a get away all winter, so will be a nice change of scenery and hope it helps to get me out of this winter funk that I have been in. Everytime something doesn't go right it seems to send me into a downward spiral. We need some good news and fellowship with our friends to help pick up my spirits. Bring on the sun and warm weather I say.

2 comments:

Juli said...

Like your new background, I was just thinking I need to get a new valentine's background up before I saw yours.
Doesn't Brian's ex have a boyfriend of her own? Why can't she just be happy with her own relationship instead of trying to mess with yours?
I'm ready for spring as well. Winter here started in October!

Anonymous said...

I clicked over to your blog from Juli's. I have to say that if I wasn't homeschooling, my blog's name would have been The Singing Redheaded Biker Mama. Except that I did stop riding a few years ago. Only temporarily. I don't know the circumstances of the relationship, but BTDT -- my ex has had someone living with him for three years now, and does everything she can to destroy the friendship we've worked hard to keep. We've been divorced for over 8 years, so it's not like either one of us even knew her years ago. Aargh. Just wanted to tell you I know what you are feeling and going through. Us singing redhead (former) biker mama's have to stick together!